[She can certainly understand that much. It is a heavy thing to carry, and she can already feel it starting to weigh on her, even if she hasn't lived through it yet. One hand comes up to rub at her forehead as she sets back on her heels trying to figure out what to say next.]

And so you think this is better? Me just ... being oblivious? Thinking I can just go home when this is over and everything will be fine?

[That's the part that hurts the most, really. The fact that the future she thought she would have once she saved Thea would be gone. They're supposed to save the day, not be one of the casualties.]

You didn't think to warn Sara before she went home and found out for herself?